hell week

from the deep, dark and round eye bags, to the messy hair and sneezing from time to time and up to the thoughts of dropping some subjects; i could just feel it, its hell week again

(buwahhahahahahaha)

hell week nanaman. samo't samong projects, reasearch papers, deadlines, assignments at sunod sunod na exams nanaman ang nakatambak at nagbabadya sakin ngayong linggo na ito.

iba ang feeling. masarap na nakakatakot. masarap kasi theres this feeling of thrill and excitement; nakakaexcite at nakakathrill kasi sobrang kakaiba this week ang mga research papers ko, kakaiba ang mga topics kaya kung saang saang lupalop tuloy ako napapadpad at syempre exciting kasi you'll never know kung matatapos mo ba siya on time or kung makakaabot ka basa deadline or in other words maala amazing race ang drama ng hell week ko ngayon.

pero syempre sobrang nakakatakot. kasi nga you'll never know whether your gonna make it or not, kaya tuloy everytime na i am doing my assignments and my research papers sobrang lagi akong kinakabahan. laging merong takot sa dibdib ko pero thankfully one by one and step by step nagproprogess naman ako.

hayy.. basta hell week i just wish i could just get over this week. pero syempre i wish na sa pagtapos ng hell week na ito mananatili akong malakas, sana walang mangyring emotional breakdown or whatsoever at sana rin i would still remain strong to continue the fight

aja!

Dear God,

all i ask is some strength,

courage, knowledge and wisdom

for me to get over this.

and of course some understanding..

forgive me for all the sins that i have

committed against thee.

i aslo pray for blink...pls guide him..

may Thy grace embrace me

amen