then der was the very sad man

ok, so this blog entry of mine will be sort of different from my other blog entries because for one thing dis entry is not entirely about me but about the sad man i know.

there was a man, a very happy man who always smile at me and has become my ray of shine. for some reason he has this smile that can somehow affect a small crowd, one smile from him always make me produce this big smile..a smile that makes me flash my teeth and that would always touch my eyes.. for many days or months.. he has always been there..smiling and making me happy. we're not really close, in fact besides his name there are only very few and i mean few things that i know about him but still, that has never become a hindrance about him making me happy.

then a week have past it seems that i can't feel his presence anymore like clouds have started to block my sunshine. then when he came.. it was as if my sunshine was transformed into a very dark cloud.. he wasn't smiling anymore, in fact he wasn't talking to me anymore. i felt bad, i even deliberated for a moment to think if whether i did something bad at him that will make him turn dat way and for a moment i even blamed myself for whatever unknown thing have happened to him...but then one afternoon, as i sat in front of my computer and surfing the net.. i accidentally saw the reason why my ray of sunshine has turned in the king of ice.

he was in pain. he was in a deep pain...a pain that maybe only a few could really understand. it was the kind of pain that can only be healed by one person, either him or that other somebody. days have past and my ray of sunshine drifted away.

he was gone and he was replaced by this very sad man. now, every time he enters the room and everytime i see him, the only thing that i will feel is sadness.. not that i am sad for him or i am sad about him..its just that there is too much sadness in him that it radiates in his environment.. yes he smiles and yes he does talk but still, i can see in his eyes the pain and the agony.

everytime our paths come across i always want to smile thinking that maybe my happiness could have an effect on him but of course my assumptions just turned in vain.. now everytime i see him, there is no other thing that i would feel but the urge or more of like the responsibility to make him happy or at least to make him produce this smile that will also reach his eyes.


i'm not asking for my ray of sunshine to come back rather i am just hoping that somehow, someday this very sad man could smile again and be happy about his life




then one day
he appeared with this rose and so as what have the book WICKED said,

my heart melted.