Patience is back

things are not okay.

i want to explode but something is holding me back


i want to scream and cry


i want to shout and express every single feelings that i have


i want to die yet i want to live


i want to run and yet i want to fly


i want to love and be love in return

i am not okay

this is not only because of acads
this is not only because of family
this is not only because of love

this is about life
this is because of life.


i want to live.
i want to be happy

but something is holding me back.



Patience; she's coming back


i fear her.


one thing i dont need right now is a break down.


i can't cry and i can't breathe


i need to cry.


i need Patience right now.
I need her right now.