i guess this is not yet the end

sa bawat buwan na lumilipas, unti unti kong kinukumbinsi ang sarili ko na wala na talagang mangyayaring exciting sakin,
kinukumbinsi ko ang sarili ko na ang halos buong parte ng kabataan ko ay nakakasalalay nalang sa pagaaral at sa pagaabot ng pangarap ko upang maging doktor.
dahan dahan at unti unti natatanggap ko ito ng maluwag sa aking dibdib.
sabi ko kasi dibale nang mahirapan ako ngayon dahil alam ko namang babalik din lahat ng toh sakin in the near future hhahahah pero ang nakakatuwa habang unti unti kong tinatanggap ang aking mapait na kapalaran tsaka naman ako pinaglalaruan ni tadhana hahahha


a secret message for him:

1 more year and it will be a decade. its a great wall that no one could ever destroy, not even us the builders and absolutely not grace. no one and nothing could ever destroy it.

i'll wait. i'll be patient. i'll be your best friend.
but i hope when the time comes that you will realize that it is really me you still love and hold on to, i hope you wont hold back. i hope you will gladly entertain your heart and follow whatever it say and i hope you will do it happily and willingly..

but

in such a case that you'll realize that it is really her that you love. then i shall set you free.

but trust me when i say this. right now and at this very moment, my faith is glowing, my hope is in its very peak. i know your gonna come back. because i know that it is true love that we have.



i believe, that love is the answer
i believe, that love will find a way


we might have known each other for almost a decade and we may have bad and bitter pasts but i guess things would not end that easily.

this is only the beginning.

i love you.