le famillia miserable... fuck shit.

i am breaking down

and i really dont know whose fault it is.


but hell i care


this time i'll learn how to focus with all the this distractions.
nothings gonna restrain me from reaching my dream


not even my family

not even YOU.


and I swear coz i know you will read this blog entry of mine and i really hope you will.


i'm not gonna ask anything from you nor beg for some money, not even a penny!

and not even my tuition fee for my med school


i swear. i'll never stoop down and ask something from you.


never.



this is me fighting. they say i am still a kid. but hell they care. they dont know what's happening in my own world.


at least...i don't beg to other people for my own clothes.
i have pride
and i tend to keep it.



so screw you


LEAVE MY FAMILY ALONE


LEAVE ME ALONE!