hell

math 17

isang subject na nagpabago ng tingin ko saaking sarili...bobo ba ako? hindi naman siguro....tamad ba ko?..hindi naman din...tanga ba ko?...hindi naman din....eh bakit ganito???

last night was again my second first departmental exam..to be honest i was expecting it would be easy because as what i have said second take na toh..pero hindi....hindi pa rin..it was harder than before and to be honest i was crying while taking the exam...and i mean literally crying... i dont know when i came to the part of problem solving i just couldnt get the hang of it.. sobrang hirap nya..as in umiiyak na ko and the funny thing is without really knowing it until i just felt that my eyes and cheeks are wet...wahhhhhhhhhhhh kakabaliw...and another thing was while i was answering the exam i was feeling dizzy..grabe nasusuka ko..when sir mong said 15 minutes more i was kinda happy sabi ko sawakas ipapasa na pero as the clocks keeps moving 15 minutes seems eternity..and i mean eternity in hell..grabe hindi ko talaga kinaya..sana hindi ako bagsak..sana kahit 60 ok na ko..hayy kung babagsak pa ulit ako..ewan ko ba.... bahala na kung anong mangyari sakin...