the pressure doesnt stop

another load... added on my schedule

monday, thursdays and wednesdays 4:00-5:00 pm - bridge course on math

wedenesday 1:00-4:00 pm - bridge course on science


this past few days i was really STAGNANT, i was not productive.. i mean i didnt do anything at all except for texting my friends all night... hay..i should really stop texting and watching tv... it just makes me a useless person...

anyways.. a while ago, while walking in the hot street of Faura i realized that theres a battle between me and myself, between me and UP, between me and my dreams. and in these things no one could actually help me except for myself and God, and therefore i should work hard and give all my best..... i only have one chance, one chance to live, one chance to be in UP, one chance to reach my dreams, and if i lose this battle... i will surely regret it for the rest of my life....


the battle has begun, the battle between me and myself, between me and UP, between me and my dreams, it has begun... i dont know when will it end, i dont know who will lose, but i was hoping it will not be me... through God i know i could win this...hard work will not hurt me.. a little isolation will not kill me... i can do this... i can and i will...