just drama

---free writing----

as i start my journey into my dreams..i met a guy; a guy who i honestly find weird and boastful..yet i needed him for me to pass my maths and sciences...funny it may seem..im a bad person...im bad for using him...i learned a lot of things from him..i learned not only about academic stuff but life lessons as well..he thought me dis and dat, he showed me dis and dat...i discovered and realized a lot of things from him....as days pass....countless lunch and dinners together..i find myself falling for him...and then there i was...trapped again by cupid's arrow...seems weird for the others... y him? they say...but they dont understand...they dont know him...his different when we are together...i hate it when people judge him..i hate it when people accuse him as dis and dat.....he knew i love him..but he never replied to it...he remained to be a good friend to me..he treated me with all respect that he could give.... den one thursday morning...he embraced me...and den..my life turned upside down....we became lovers..not for so long...but long enough for me to be satisfied... we did foolish things...and i mean foolish things that tested our love and relationship...i dont know whether we passed it or not..but one thing we realized...we love each other..and yea maybe we are crazy..but somehow...dis isnt the right time yet......we have our own dreams...dreams that needs to be fulfilled first...yeah it hurts..and it is painful...but there are things that we cant have....maybe not today and not tomorrow..but i know someday, somehow....we can find ways to get back to each others arms and continue what we have started.. a crazy but true love...

---i love you so much and you know that...thank you for everything....

ps...i didnt pass my math...heheheh